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can someone tell me why?
he’s not here with me
how could this be?
I’m all alone
don’t go far away
and another day is gone
still i don’t know what to do
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Mute my Heart

jealous
i am mad
and sad
i still want to close with him
still want to share my day with him
share my laughs and tears with him
but
no more time
mine is finished already
i think i should mute my heart
literally…
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Indubitably

people asking why i hold on
why i survive
when i know i should pack up all the past
you are my inception
and at the same time you are my conclusion
i know, i really know i can’t bare it all by myself
but for you, i’ll give myself a try
they don’t see what i see in you
something deep and so magnetize
make me so mesmerized
i step with my head held high
they don’t know how i feel inside
and you won’t hear what people said about us
cos we’re not like what people thought we are
and my endless question
i will end it up
no more curiosity
there’s just certainty
you’ll here forever
here deep in my heart
you’re so indubitably
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Love is Not Owning

maybe i forgot all the words that you said
or maybe i forgot any event that we experienced
but what i feel about you,
is the thing that i will never forget
i’m sure that love can’t be forgotten
but it only can be ignored long enough,
until ignoring become routine
cos love is not owning,
so i can let you go
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Cos You Are...

actually, it’s not about who you are.
not about what status you’re bearing.
it’s not how many times we spend that matters.
it’s you and I in a time that matters.
I don’t care what people say.
cos they don’t understand what connection is between us.
I don’t really pay attention for what you wearing.
what job you do.
what things you like.
but I do really pay attention to your soul.
cos in there, I lay all my hearts, all my thoughts and all my secret which can not be written.
cos you are my best diary I ever had.
best movie collection I ever watched.
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Too Fool To Be In Love With You


your picture on a frame
your clothes on a floor
and your musk perfume still remain
it’s quarter after two
maybe it’s true
nothing last forever
love has fooled me
or am i too fool to be in love with you
that footsteps you left
makes me feeling so blue
why i am here
still waiting for you
still wanting you
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May Be..


it never be easy to see you walk away
I’m not regretting that you leave me
but i blame myself why i didn’t hold you back
i really don’t know how to survive
maybe it’s time for me to learn
maybe this is our destiny
maybe this what people called sacrifice
maybe i should let you go
miles and miles i walked
just to forgetting you
hours and hours i spent
just to crying for you
your memories still remain in my chest
every corner in this town remind me of you
letting you wasn’t that easy
but if it what make you free, let it be
and maybe, this is what I called faithful
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I Tell You

i was really in love with him
my day and night was full of him
he was my favorite subject to talk about
and i used to cry about him every night
i did anything just to be close to him
he was the reason for the tear drops on my pillow
and i was wondering if he ever think about me
i was hoping that one day he’ll be mine
but for now,
it’s all gone
i drive alone, and the memories spin in my head
i tell you, this love is disappear
but he still remain in every way
we’re close than ever before
i tell you once again
love is not always owning, indeed
love can be transformed in any kind
don’t really remove the love you have
but keep it in your heart
just in case he need it
and i tell you, we’re in love…
but in different case
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I fell in Love

i fell in love
but couldn’t reach him
i fell in love
but maybe with a wrong person
i fell in love
but he was too far
i fell in love
but all the way was forbidden
i fell in love
but fate didn’t speak
i fell in love
but that was not a love story
i fell in love
and there was a story about love
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Waiting

see, this sky is so bright
so nice and so wide
is there someone is looking for me
like i’m looking for him
is there someone waiting for me
like i’m waiting for him
i realize
day in and day out
though i’m looking fine outside
i’m worried inside
this world is amazing indeed
but it will be more wonderful
if there someone beside me
God, give me strength
to wait until the time
which i do not know
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Living in te Clouds

look at that girl
she’s living in the clouds
one day i go up there
perhaps she need something
and she told me her secret
she hates down there
she hates reality
clouds and dreams is more real for her
i said to her that she needs to come down
and she said, maybe one day
one day she will come down
but i know, she never will
because she’s living in her own dream
the dream that she couldn’t reach
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I'm Sorry

i’m sorry, i’m supposed to focus on you
not me anymore
i’m sorry, i was expected to much on you
i promise, it won’t happen again
i’m sorry, i don’t like when you’re under depress
so, please share with me
maybe i could help
i’m sorry, i do fantasy when you’re sad
and i’m sorry, if i pray for your best every night…
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